oh wow. When was the last time I posted here OTL

School's starting in 3 days, but I'm actually pretty excited;; My summer's been really boring this year (well ofcourse compared to the past years :I ). |D so schoool I hope it's fun <3 and hopefully my band teacher will understand my schedule dilemma.. and I'd just like to say, that I wish Canada had Marching Band...

And since I don't have my tablet until Winter break, I... don't think I'll upload any pictures. Unless I finally get the stupid CDs from the basement to get my scanner plugged in and working again, I won't have sketches eitherr.
but once I do get my tablet back then, I want to work on animated drawings 8D even though they take so much time, I feel more proud with the end result than with my drawings OTL ahhh.

Goodluck to you guys who start school or have already started<3
c: and love you Hubby <3

11/ Blaagh;;

I just thought i'd write a journal.
D; cause i haven't . for. a bit;

and. well, i'm just really worried about a friend right now. I totally screwed it up with him I think 2 or 3 weeks ago. I just hope he's doing well right now and that he gets better soon OTL

on a happier note.. 6 more days until i'm 16?
i don't have anything planned, and with the homework load and exams coming up, i don't want a party at all;

10/ it snowed D;

Ok so it snowed today. D: WTF I hope it doesn't snow on the 26 D;

Besides that, I'm off on a band trip to Toronto, through Chicago.
Time to do stupid things with friends <3

D; and my tablet is now stowed away somewhere since i feel like i'll smash it if i see it, so i'm gonna rest from drawing for now...
if i get really bored i'll mouse doodle on SAI or something. but those'll just look like a scribble or a blob.

And so with the terrible weather (though it's. sunny now. I hate weather here), I had to keep myself entertained at home and so i grabbed a bunch of crap and used it to try something out. (er. crap is gloss/liner/concealer/andmorecrap)
8'D CAN YOU GUESS WHO I WAS GOING FOR>? maybe not. cause i failed so f- bad.
and i had to edit and brighten it so much cause it looked like crap before. D;


I'll stop spamming you with pictures and stick with drawings. D':


just two more days and i'm freee.. OTL

o9/ Always one foot on the ground.

So I found out a few days ago the song I had been trying to find for like, a year. And so I'm listening to it non stop now (which is what I usually do with a new song on my ipod).

I have been up to like, nothing at all for the past few days/weeks D; And I've just been in a crummy mood.
But what I DID manage to do is make a Tegaki account.. http://www.unowen.net/tegaki/uentries.php?u=64434
is that the link? OTL i don't know. When I do try and draw actual commissions now, I just end up scribbling or giving up . I need like, summer vacation now plz.
or that Toronto band trip to be like, this week OTL two weeks away now..

on a happier note, 4 days ago was our 4 month-iversary C:

time to do some Bio.

o8/ Oh... wellwethoughtitwascoolD<

So my friends and I were in the cafeteria for slot 3 today because the library was closed and the band room was closed because the senior jazz band was recording. I never really go to the cafeteria. I think, this was my second time this year. wow. /andit'shotandsmelly

Since I failed to get my friend to focus on math, I had to help her plan her Sweet 16 party. And so we started listing people to invite. * A* JEEZ by the time two other friends came and sat down with us, she had 50 people so far...
The theme is "Candyland" so I was thinking of some decorations, cause apparently she's trying to rent a space at a hotel for this party and have karaoke and a buffet. That's when my friend Miles was like, "... how much do you plan to spend on this thing?!" and Justin and I were like, "holy crap. yeah. wtf." ... . ... /HOLY POO MAN. D': I'd never dream of a party that big/expensive.

So we kept talking and giving her other ideas, and Miles was like, "What about like, a potluck dinner party at a house with a few friends 8'D that'd be funn." and Justin and I were like "Oh yeahh that would be 8'D Heyyy we should have one soon." .....to which she was like, "WTF. no way. that's not big and fun at all D<" ; A; JEEZ TO HAVE SOMETHING LIKE THAT FOR MILES, JUSTIN AND MYSELF, THAT'D BE PRETTY FUN AND A BIG THING FOR US OTL.... so throughout the period we were just kinda like speechless and amazed by her party plans D': jeez, and my birthday's two months before hers and I have no idea what I'm doing... and i'll doodle stuff on paint this weekend to put up here. I've got Sai, but.. paint sounds more fun right now. 9 more dayyysss. 9. not 12.<3>

o7/ Happy Easterr

Errr. yeah.
OTL if anyone can help somehow get PhotoshopCS and Corel Painter IX, that would be great.
I tried torrenting (?) with help from a friend, but it didn't really work out.
D': i was pretty sure I had Painter from my tablet package, but all I can find right now is Painter essentials3...

well, atleast I get a break from commissions. eheh. I can doodle on oekaki or pchat. ahh... oh well.

. 3. have a great week everyone, and a great Easter<3
12 more dayss

o6 Back to School...

. _. I'm thinking... of giving up all my commissions. I'll keep art trades.. but yeah..
I just don't feel. motivated anymore, and I'm really tired of it all. ; A; JEEZ BUT THEN I FEEL BAD FOR NOT DOING THEM AND. I'll never finish them OTL...
And I don't know how long it's going to take to reset our computer and have it running properly again OTL hopefully soon. And I need to install and download all the programs back on again;

Spring break was a good break for me, though I didn't do much. I just kinda ... did nothing. D: ew, I didn't finish any commissions or practice anything really... I'm so productive OTL
:'D but my friends and I made movies on Friday and ate at a ba-- RESTAURANT
We also played "Left 4 Dead" . holy crap. I didn't scream as much as I did in Resident Evil, but still. D< if my friends had let me watch the intro of the game, I wouldn't have gone running to the voice of a crying/moaning little girl and died DD< JEEZ.

Now onto to math homework.
. 3. goodluck back at school <3